"Sometimes you just want to be the first thing they think about when they wake up and be the last thing they think about when they start their dream land adventure, I just want to be loved completely just as I'm."
Dear Dearest Diary,
Tomorrow I have a date. It will be our second within a months time. I don't have any big expectations except that we both have fun and enjoy each others company. This time he wont need to pay so it will be just us getting to know each other. To be honest I still miss Eddy a guy I was seeing last summer. As things would have it I was pretty sadden the way the relationship ended. It ended under false pretenses it was a huge misunderstanding that I just didn't know how to explain. Nonetheless I try to rectify the situation but he never replied to my text and till this day have never tried to contact me. So at last although I'm still hurting I must move on. So tomorrow we shall see what happens. I just want to find a guy who truly understand me and accept me for who I'm.
Sometimes you just want to be the first thing they think about when they wake up and be the last thing they think about when they start their dream land adventure, I just want to be loved completely just as I'm. When I love someone I give myself to them completely I want to put in the work that the relationship requires in order for it to last forever. Nevertheless, I have been in a lot of bad relationships. I usually go from one to another and I know that has to change which is why I'm in no hurry to change my single status. For now being single means focusing on my business and taking care of me. I don't need to be in a relationship to feel complete I'm whole. So for now true love will have to wait no matter how badly I want it. I have to believe there is a person out there who is perfect for me. I trust love will find a way straight to my heart. I love you all thanks for listening.