Franchys Dear Dearest Diary Day Of Sweet Unconditional Self Love.

 "Sometimes it's truly madly deeply not about what others think of you but what you see in the rearview mirror of broken dreams. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel, I see your effrortless beauty. Such a sweetheart with a beautiful smile always on your pretty face. Nevertheless, I see such sadness in your beautiul blue eyes. Your beautiful red lips quiver as sweet tears begins to slowly go down your beautiful face. Sweet Lovely let me kiss away your tears. For I know this life can truly be so unkind and loveless. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel this perfectly imperfect life is truly always whatever you make of it. Make it your very best life ever now and forevermore. Don't dream your life live your dream."

Dear Dearest Diary,

Hi Lovelies how are you all doing this beautiful lovely morning? I'm doing ok having a blessed day truly. Lovelies I remember a time in my life when I truly madly deeply was not ok. I was very depressed and yes I truly believed that suicide was my only way out. There was even a time when I actually picked a day when I was going to finally do it. Making plans where some of my things would go and truly saying my Franchy last goodbyes. I remember vividly one day my mother find me crying in the bathroom and she did not get me the help I so desperately needed. I was in a lot of pain Lovelies and I truly thought there was just one way to stop all the pain. I remember thinking that I just wanted the pain to finally stop. The pain never did stop I just learn to truly madly deeply learn to love myself and all my perfect imperfections. Yes, I'm perfectly imperfect and ya that is truly madly deeply beautiful. I think I'm beautiful. I think I'm worth it. I truly love myself.

Sometimes it's truly madly deeply not about what others think of you but what you see in the rearview mirror of broken dreams. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel, I see your effortless beauty. Such a sweetheart with a beautiful smile always on your pretty face. Nevertheless, I see such sadness in your beautiful blue eyes. Your beautiful red lips quiver as sweet tears begins to slowly go down your beautiful face. Sweet Lovely let me kiss away your tears. For I know this life can truly be so unkind and loveless. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel this perfectly imperfect life is truly always whatever you make of it. Make it your very best life ever now and forevermore. Don't dream your life live your dream. Ya Lovelies so I was looking at the life and death of Ashley Lovelace again and she truly madly deeply reminded me of myself so much. The only difference is that I did not decide to end my very own perfectly imperfect life. I was able to make it through the emotional pain and profound loss I felt. Nevertheless, I did not escape unphased. For I became what I thought about and made myself unattractive. You see Lovelies I did not realize that I was slowly killing myself and my wonderful blue dreams. I just had so many things that I truly madly deeply wanted to do with just no faith in myself. Additionally, I just kept getting in the worst relationships I possibly could ever because I just did not love myself. Lovelies as I share my deepest feelings with you I'm remembering how lost I truly was. Needless to say, this is a bit difficult sharing with you all. I feel like I'm making myself very vulnerable. Nevertheless, if I helped someone then it was all worth it. Please if you are feeling suicidal get help or just talk to someone you trust. Don't leave your lonely emotions all inside as it will eat at your warm lovely soul. I love you all be well and take care of yourself and all your perfect imperfections.

Every so often it is the love you truly madly deeply have for yourself that will lead you to your very own perfectly imperfect happily ever after. Be merry Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel, and live your very best life you always dream of. Bring the beautiful blue back in your beautiful eyes. Never give up on your wonderfully beautiful sweet dreams. Sleep well my lovely I love you. Sweet dreams to your very own happily ever after.

Bye, 

        

 In loving memory of Ashley Lovelace. Born November 7 2002 and closed blue eyes forevermore on January 21, 2019. A beauty that is gone but never will be forgotten. Rest in peace Lovely. 💕💞💞💖💖🧡🧡💕💕 😍😍😘🥰🥰🥰🥰